I can't spell N it aren't my fault!

first: PHONICS don't work esp. for EAL learners in primary school. anyway I'v always say that English's the most diff. lang. for me yet, and seriously i can't spell properly in English. today, that has been confirmed! the reason is : b/c 'modern' English seems to be living in the time capsule of 1600s least some good Dr. expert on this said this. right, and he also told of a sad sad story of how an EAL kid didn't get the support he needed and pretty much ended his own life, cease his own existence. and right, more on what happened to my brain today later