was it worth it?

the labour, the tears shed, the heartache, the grudges, nagging, the anger,words
even the smiles, and loves, what does it all mean at the end of this cycle?

what's it like to have the alter conciousness? why is this the one i'm with?
will those who have passed on let on the big secret? but how can they?

it's all been emptied.
one day will wake up find it an alternative one...it's all one big oneiro.
RIP