Heroin, Morphine, Ecstasy, Weed, Food...the popular forms of addiction
who'd know that one would be addicted to a particular language, food, music, arts, the land, the mountains, the people, the history? I wonder if anyone even thought of it as an addiction? well, at least I think mine is a serious one.
Frankly i dont' think there's any rehabilitation for this addiction. the withdrawal symptoms are terrible, sometimes a certain thing sparks the nostalgic feelings, worst is the scents that reminds me of the scents of the people i'v met during that period of time.
While getting my Hellnic-fix, in the process i'm also torturing myself , it's so close yet so far. something i might not ever return to, see, touch or feel.
it's an unexplainable addiction. some might think this is bizarre but to me tis quite dead serious. oh well,
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